After confirming my suspicions about my dismal grades, I've decided to straighten out my priorities. I really couldn't have cared less about my classes than this last month. No work turned in, no projects done. now, I'm reaping the consequences. might have blown my scholarships, nearly cost me my mind. the only things right now that can get through to me are (A) My Music, can't exist w/o that (B) The friendship of the girl I let slip through my fingers (C) The desire for someone so appealing it's not fair. time to lock my mind in the darkness, who knows if i can free it again?